If Whats Not, Were

i hope you're well.
we haven't spoken in some time.
i miss you, do you miss me?

i think of you often, very often.
you fill my mind, overwhelm my senses, and flood my dreams.
how do you do it?

i wish you were here.
with legs shaking, vision blurring,
may i take your hand?
will you be mine?

what if whats not, were?

if to only truly express things!